PREORDER THE SEQUEL I WANT TO DIE BUT I STILL WANT TO EAT TTEOKBOKKI NOW THE PHENOMENAL INTERNATIONAL BESTSELLER TRANSLATED BY INTERNATIONAL BOOKER SHORTLISTEE ANTON HURWill strike a chord with anyone who feels that their public life is at odds with how they really feel inside. RedPSYCHIATRIST So how can I help you ME I dont know Im whats the word depressed Do I have to go into detail Baek Sehee is a successful young social media director at a publishing house when she begins seeing a psychiatrist about her what to call it depression She feels persistently low anxious endlessly selfdoubting but also highly judgemental of others. She hides her feelings well at work and with friends adept at performing the calmness even ease her lifestyle demands. The effort is exhausting overwhelming and keeps her from forming deep relationships. This cant be normal. But if shes so hopeless why can she always summon a desire for her favourite street food the hot spicy rice cake tteokbokki Is this just what life is like Recording her conversations with her psychiatrist over 12 weeks Baek begins to disentangle the feedback loops kneejerk reactions and harmful behaviours that keep her locked in a cycle of selfabuse. Part memoir part selfhelp book I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki is a book to keep close and to reach for in times of darkness.I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki comes in three different colours the colour you receive will be chosen at random